Senioritis?

I wish the above title could true. Ever since I came back from Turkey, I completely emerged myself into the busy college life. Whether to figure out what to do with my life or just simple go to the class on time, I feel I am lost in a frenzy of energy that all surrounding me. By watching all the friends prepare one and another for job interviews and information session, I feel hopeless misplaced with my position in the future. It almost made me question my major choice, did my desire to improve my english skills really was a wrong choice>? I could pick some easier major to prepare myself to a easy career. I have passion for writing, but it is not one of the career will easily to show clear signs to me.
Political Science/ English?
Law school?
Graduate school in poli sci?
Find a job?

Senior year is not easy.

I am glad I have friends and teachers who are trying to help make my decision for the future. Professor Jensen, Cinegelli, hmm, great professors. My close friends, frank, gong, min, jason, steve, calvin. They give me assurance for my life. It is a hard road, man. I feel alienated from the society. Unlike my usual self, I lock myself in library to finish my work this semester.
I only gone out...4 times this semster. sigh....

Then with the class problem, it really messes with my mind. I did not do it.

I miss Istanbul.